I can't seem to realize how such happiness goes away so fast.. It seems like just yesterday I looked into your eyes and fell soo deeply in love.. You taught me everything about me.. you made me wanna be a better person.. but somehow that better person got lost in the mix.. and I got torn into some kind of awful mistake.. what I wouldn't fucking give to have that kind of love back.. I feel so lost.. and confused.. right now.. I feel like.. I've lost you, even though your so fucking close.. I looked into your eyes the other day.. I felt such passion, but it almost seemed like that passion wasn't for me.. but for the kill.. the knowing that you had me wrapped around your little finger.. I feel almost compelled to tell you what I'm feeling.. but I know you wouldn't understand.. There is no way for us to coincide when this horrible feeling I have inside.. this feeling that I'm losing you.